The Crazy Fiery Wild One

Welp the wife is now fully aware that we're seeing each other again, like she knew we were talking, but then she found out he came to a party with  me and met some of my friends and I guess it struck her that maybe what's happening between he and I is not just a physical thing and someone to talk to like it seems like it is with her gf, but that we do want to be in a real relationship. He called me last Thursday while I was at a play to tell me he'd just experienced domestic abuse. Apparently after fighting with her about me and the major topic being that the last three years were a lie, she smacked him hard across the face in front of their girls. After the little ones stopped crying, he left the house for a bit and called me. It's moments like those where I feel like I'm in over my head because I don't know what to say to make it better. I do my best to remind him what she's going through but also acknowledge her craziness and unfairness and reassure him ...

The summer is over, my relationship with Apricot as my sister called him, is definitely done but I really do miss him. We had ended in late August because I could tell he loved me, and I just wasn't available, and later that day He reached out telling me he missed me and asking when we could see each other, at first I rebuked the idea, I was so done with how weak I am when it comes to him. Two days later I cracked and unblocked him and texted him. It was emotional as fuck and he told me he loved me. I ended up seeing him over Labor day where I told him I still loved him too after asking if he had been serious about that. I hadn't heard him say that out loud in three years. Apricot wanted to try and have just a FWB type situation while I was still out in Pitt and while He and I were trying very hard to keep things more platonic because we both knew the timing was still shit. So I basically spent all of September emotionally involved with two people and it was hell on earth. A ...