I'm Not Okay
This should have been posted back in June... but apparently just never did so, it's what I ended up sending to my therapist when feeling extremely overwhelmed. Two weeks after my last post, Him, the hims of him contacted me out of the blue to inform me that his wife had been cheating on him since December and still is, and won't end the relationship she has with a black woman from West Philly. Talk about the biggest plot twist ever. He told me they were getting divorced and that he didn't want us to be strangers anymore...I knew from the very first time we met up he wasn't in any kind of a place to actually be with me, but after nearly three years of basically being dead to each other, I couldn't say no... "I'm not ok today. I know I will be, but right now I really am not and it's very hard to be at work right now. That Friday night after our last therapy session He told me he and his wife were definitely doing an open relationship while we were out...