Release
So last week in therapy we finally started dredging up some of the really hard memories from Him. The stuff I don't like to talk about because it hurts. It was rough and I know there will be more at my session later today. I decided that maybe it would help to really remember it all and write about it, since getting it out of my head seems to be such a release for me. So I decided to write a poem of sorts, no set structure just what felt right. Decided I'm satisfied enough, it was worth sharing. "All the Things You Said" Apparently you've forgotten all the things you said, but unfortunately for me, I cannot forget... When you said "your face is so beautiful, I can barely keep myself together when I see you. Especially when you smile". Or when you sat across from me at the cafe and gave me such a look, and when I asked "what?" Your simple reply of "I wish it could always be like this" made my heart swell. Nor how it felt whe...