Blessings in Disguise
So I have two hours left to my work day today and I just can't focus right now. Was productive all morning, got my quality audits for the month of March in and then an extra two cuz I spaced on February.... whoops. Have a short little thing to wrap up for my supervisor but then this big old task for this other PM that's basically what an accountant should be doing who actually has training in our financial system... so I continually put if off because I know it won't be quick. Ugh. It's been over a month since I last wrote and some pretty shitty things have transpired. Phoenix and I are done, and for good this time even though that still makes me really sad. There were aspects of us that worked really well and I still think very highly of him, but it just wasn't working. It didn't feel right for either of us and if anything the situation just made me feel like it's hard to love me and had me wondering if the Sailor had been right all along, that I'm th...