No more please?
So since the last entry quite a bit has occurred, such as a very slutty week as finals were wrapping up. I seem to use male attention as a stress reliever. I started to talk about this all in my last therapy session but we ran out of time... I have such mixed emotions about being promiscuous, and whether or not it bothers me or if I view it as being disrespectful to myself. I know some of what happened was not the best of decisions considering who they were, but I don't think I regret it either? Maybe a little, I might regret doing things with Phoenix because I still have feelings for him and that just hurt. Burdman... it was more like redemption for the first time and it was a lot of fun but not so sure it's something that should ever happen again. I think I've made up my mind that he and I could never have a future together. My family is waaaay to much chaos for someone like him, and his rigidity doesn't really align with my free spirit self. I still love him and plan...