Still His
Usually I mull over these entries a little bit more before writing them... but it's late and I need to get to bed but I know I won't be able to until I get some of these thoughts out of my brain. I met Phoenix's parents and two of his 4 siblings this weekend. I definitely felt overwhelmed at first, but I think it went well. It was primarily small talk, nothing too deep, and honestly not too much about me personally. I think I was afraid there'd be a lot of questions... I'm still not entirely sure about how open or honest I should be about my past... I know they know that I was married... my convoluted family came up a bit at the end when his mom was saying once they decided what day they were having Thanksgiving that Steve would have to let me know and that we should come over anytime, and I was like yea I'm very familiar with the not celebrating holidays on their actual day. I don't know if it's a bad thing that half of me wonders if we'll make ...